This is how I feel...

I wish I didnt hate my body most of the time.
I wish I had money, not because I'm materialistic but rather money makes living in this world so much easier. All for going back to the trade and barter system.
I wish I could actually have a break, no responsibilities, no HW, just me time
I wish both programs I am waiting for would get back to me with their responses
I wish I could drive so I could just get in the car and go, for no other reason except going.
I wish I had a treadmill in this house so I could run/walk my stress out, I hate not having a place to put my aggression.
I wish I was listened to, not just heard.
I wish I had a room, like an actual sanctuary not just a room with my stuff temporarily placed.
I wish my HW would go do itself.
I wish my besties were with me.
I wish I had security AND freedom.

Thanks for listening God.